I lost my my husband on February 27th in a fatal car accident, and after that, I had been fighting suicide thoughts badly. I couldn’t understand why God would allow this to happen. It was you all prayers that kept me in this difficult time in my life, and I want to say thank you so much. I’m taking life one step at a time. It’s hard, though. I miss him so much. He was my best friend and the only friend I had. He was my safe place. The day he died, he kissed me on the cheek and told me he loved me and I said, “I love you too.” He left for work and died 15 minutes after leaving our home. All morning, I was waiting for him to call me on his break. I kept checking my phone for a text or call, but instead, I got a knock on the door by highway patrol telling me my husband died at 6:30am. I want him back, but I know that can’t happen. I’m grateful that I led my husband to Christ. He got saved in November 2017 and was growing ever since. I’m anticipating that great reunion when the Lord returns 🙌🏾 My kids are doing well. I have an 11-year-old and a 10-year-old who wasn’t biologically his, but he helped raise them for the last 5 1/2 years. We also have a two year old and a 3 months old together. I know that purpose is behind all of this, and God shall get the glory! Again, thank you for your prayers, and I love you all 💜