Tomorrow is a critical day at work. The politicians is going to make a desiscion that will affect many and I’ve done the investigation. There’s probably going to be a media issue. My youngest daughter lives fulltime with me (due to reasons of hers). He doesn’t want it to be that way and our communication doesn’t work well. Her psychologist says that she might have to contact social services. I pray that we can cooperate. He doesn’t contribute more than just a very little financially. My savings are now gone and I can’t use any more of the credit card. I know that his situation is strained, too. I have tried lately to bring these questions up but he doesn’t answer. I feel needed to try to get help. I wish that we just could solve everything by our own. I’m also in a relationship that I know I need to end but I’m just paralyzed. Need to make changes, need to walk fully with Jesus.