God, I pray for this dear, hurting person. I thank you for their honesty and desire to bring darkness to light. As they wrestle through some extremely intense feelings and emotions, I pray they would see that You are not their enemy. I thank you that nothing this person could say to you would shock you or cause You to waiver in Your love for them., because You already know what is in their heart and the thoughts they think. You know how important it is that they come before You and honestly open up to You about these things. God, I think every serious believer who has suffered much pain in this world full of sin gets to this place at some point in their life where they must come to grips with whether You are truly good and loving, and You are. But to know that deep down in our souls in spite of sin and pain and devastation all around us, that what You created is good, but that it is that choice we all have to choose to walk in Your ways or not to…the free will of ourself and others in a very fallen world, that has brought such darkness here, and the very real influence of Satan, not You. So, bring this person to a safe place where they can confront the reality of all they are feeling and going through with You. Help them not to be deceived as to who their true enemy is, and God, show them in a very real and tangible way the reality that You are their shield and refuge and hiding place. Give them a deep and abiding hope that one day very soon You will set all things straight as You have said You would. Give them faith to believe that You keep ever single promise that You make. It is in Jesus’ name I pray.

Amen to above! God has broad shoulders and he loves you unconditionally. King David let loose on Him a few times,just to name one example. Jacob wrestled with him all night. God will take your anger and confusion and turn it into peace, understanding, and victory! I think a good way to do this would be through what I call shotgun journaling…just madly writing from the heart without a thought for pemanship, grammar or punctuation. Kind of a written rant. Also be sure to note the times when He was there for you. When you knew he was a real presence in your life. Clearly you love God and have a relationship with him or none of this would be an issue. You’ re his kid… He ‘ll dry your tears and lead you back into the light!
Best wishes, Friend…Good Bless You
Jill